How easy it is to be at the mercy of those in office and a simple situation created by a useless individual makes me a sufferer when it comes to know whether or not I will finish my program.
How sad, how offensive, how helpless, is my situation when I have come to the end for nothing, but remembering that I've been kick and that I am still alive and hope is still there.
Not just the assignments place pressure, the situation caused by the office makes it worst and I know that I will prevail because is just and necessary.
I feel better because I shared the problem with my program director and the student advisor.
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When I started teaching, I'd already spent 15-years in another job that I knew wasn't what I wanted to do, but my 6th graders had already been through 10-subs and they weren't going to give me any slack. And late one night while I was posting things on the classroom walls I determined that I wasn't going to let these little people, who are only doing what is natural for 11-year-olds to do, but I wasn't going to let them get in the way of what I had been working on for so long. I had no anger or animosity towards them but I was going to be better than the situation and see it through. No blame, no anger, just a lot of determination to do what I had come to do. May you find the strength and energy to see your dreams come true.
ReplyDeleteI have taken time and determined to let it go and focus on my immediate goal, to finish what I started no matter what.
ReplyDeleteI am dealing in a different manner with the situation and placed in the back burner to make progress in my program and practice re-inventing myself.